just a thought

Been reading blogs lately.

It amazes me how brutally honest you can be when writing.

Not that other people are lying,
Rather, other people share stuff that are not that close to heart

Reading the blogs that write your thought straight from your head
where filtering is minimal,
and you finding that although you might have so much in common yet at the same time be so different.
you find that there are other people who think that way.

Suddenly you feel like the world is not filled with people that are....
fill in the blanks
i know what i want to write
but i most certainly won't write it here

So, moving on.

Classes have been as usual
Felt that pre u was much more taxing than this.
should have more to do
should have more mental stimulation in class
yet still expectations fall short


should join more clubs, societies or whatever
too much free time with too little to do.

time will pass as it is a perishable commodity
no matter how we spend it
gotta spend it more meaningfully

No, I'm not thinking of changing the world or such
but my world needs more colors.
time to start looking at the colors that are available
and start adding colors to life.

Colors, pretty or not,
is better than a boring blank canvas.

looking at the colors now =)

Rain

It was raining so bad yesterday,
I almost had to swim to my car...

Thankfully, it was one of those days that I actually showed up slightly earlier to get a decent parking place...
Thankfully, I also didn't wait till it stop raining to get to the car...

Seen the pictures on fb where the water was already above the tires...
Poor them...

Nonetheless, staying dry was never an option.
Was drenched when i got into the car..
then the windscreen was so frosted up,
visibility was merely a meter or more...


so, got home cold and wet.

Was watching X Factor yesterday...
with the awesome Simon as one of the judges..


Anyways, people like to say that we watch this kinda shows because we secretly wanna watch the people that can't sing...
but if that were true,
people would stop watching after the auditions when every tom, dick and harry give their best shot at it...

yet,
the ratings remain high after that.

because,
people are interested in the dreams of these people who make it through.
they want to see the distance they are willing to go to win.


Especially in this time when the economic is not a bed of roses..
most of them are desperate
so they have to get it or else...

but it is also at this times
that people dare to dream
to think of the better future when the present is bleak
it is hope that keeps them going.

it is also at this time that they have nothing to lose.
so, they have the courage to try and realize their dreams
because failing won't mean anything worse
but winning will changes their entire lives.

in times of desperation do dreams bloom
in times of desperation do people dare to dream
in these times, do people take that step to realize their dreams.


Sometimes, it takes these times to remind us that it's ok to dream

let me know how spring is like on Jupiter and Mars

Still in uni despite the fact that there's no class after this..
suppose to be researching assignment...did a bit d..but got sleepy. z.z


so now,here i am writing.

today is psg day.
so we went to wisma n played with colorful stickers that we stuck on each other's back after we finish writing them...
of course, we have to write something nice, so we wrote but only got to read what was other people's backs..

in other words, i dunno what they wrote n stuck to the back of my shirt...
and that's why we're walking around with bits of colorful paper stuck to our back..
other people would probably think that we're crazy psycho students that go around with post-it's on their backs writing god knows what...haha...
cause we're all obviously wearing our psych t-shirt...
therefore, image tarnished??
adding more reason for people to believe that psychology students are a bit not right in the head
(which they also believe is why we studied this in the first place..vicious cycle??)

oh ya..when i get back n read those little pieces of paper,
i'll recognize your handwriting...
so...
u know la =p


but whatever u wrote, i had fun playing with u guys today =)

After a Sunday Afternoon

I've left this blog alone for a little too long..
But today, I feel like writing something,
so here i am. =)

Today's been a rather lazy Sunday.
Waking up late, making pancakes for lunch,
Just lazing around and enjoying the afternoon.

Doing nothing is an acquired skill.
whether we realize it or not,
we're always up to something.
You know it's true when your head can't stop thinking. Something must go on in there and there seems like no way to stop it.

So, today was one of those rare days when it was relatively blank.
To just enjoy the day for what it is and soak in the sun, enjoy the breeze...

Also, at the same time being really productive by finishing 60% of 112's journal in one go...
making this one of my not-so-last-minute assignments that I've done in quite a long time.
For I confess,
procrastination is one of my greatest flaw...there seems to be more fun racing with the clock to complete something and make sure that it is of a certain quality before the deadline. Or I suppose that it's just an excuse for not doing what I'm supposed to do XD

Hmm...Should write more often. I=  Cause it's fun =)

Some updates.

Assignments are closing on one by one. Midterms are like next week but I'm not feeling it yet...should start studying soon...but I'll probably end up doing it one day before and try to cram everything in one day..hopefully I can or hope that I'll start earlier? sometimes habits are just so hard to get out from...

Also,
it's a really nice feeling when you and old friends meet but your conversations go on as if not a day has past since your last encounter.
it's heartwarming to see that we still care as much
it's really good seeing you again =)

that's all for now. updates soon.


 

To the peeps around me,

Thanks for making me smile when I forget to. =)

down

everything is fine.
but nothings feels right.


what is wrong then?