"Fun" KTM Trip~~~~~

today went to serdang on ktm...


our syok sendiri pic...at the station....
where we bought tickets for kl central...
then at kl only did we buy the ticket to serdang...
which is kinda silly since we could buy straight away to serdang...
so on the way back get smart ad la...
so buy straight to subang wan...
then no need queue 2 times lo...
however..
it was kinda terrible trip back as...
the train was packed like sardines like that...
had to squeeze a little..
and maintain our balance a lot..
since the handrail were unavailable...
at first thought that the people will get down after a few stops...
and so we waited...
in the end...
guess where most of them got off？
that's right...
the same station we got off...
all of us left the train asap...
din wanna get caught in the crowd again de...
not taking KTM on sunday again la...
too crowed especially at the mid valley and kl central there...
so many ppl...
which make me think of a stupid idiot that kept pushing behind at kl central...
hope he falls on his face any time soon....

till next time la...

really??

today meeting in schl until 3pm...
although there wasn't much that we talked about...
then go for training until 4pm...
I so very kesian la...
have to become sing yee and pui mun's dummy for the bed making part...
don't get wrong ideas..its for the competitions..
but that is an experience that i dun wanna go through again..
coz both of them very ganas la....
thank god i set alarm for 4 already...
if not then have to continue play the dummy...
ran out as fast as i could...
when i got home then i thought i got tuition at kasturi at 4.50pm..
after went home then fast fast makan and bathe already lo...
and get ready for tuition lo...
but that was last year...
this year is actually 6.10 la...
but din remember that until mum ask why i so fast wanna go tuition...
then i struck me...
the timetable change already la...
haiz...
too much training la...
damn tired when go tuition lo...
at least now can rest ad...
falling asleep as i write this...

night night people...

waking up to reality...i guess...

i'm back....
currently bored...
that seems to be the thing with everyone these days...
despite the fact that there is actually quite a lot to do...
and bad news..
the school exams will be clashing with the competition...
that in other words...
you'll see my exam paper all decorated in RED!!
but dun really have much choice la...
but i'll try my best to pass all la...
despite the fact that last minute studying stopped working since form 4....
well
that means that I'm totally doomed for this exam...
even if I were to pass especially add maths and physics...
that would require a gigantic
humongous
impossible
amount of luck...
which have always eluded me since as long as i can remember...
still..
won't stop hoping that i'll pass
somehow...
maybe...
anyway...
really in need of luck....
staying optimistic for the moment...
until pessimism takes over..
or am i supposed to say..
waking up to reality...
ok..
i know that everyone reading until here can feel the lameness oozing out of the blog...
never mind la...
if you know me
then
you'll know I can be quite lame sometimes
if not
for most of the times...hehe...
till next time...
which i dunno when....

Chinese New Year

the new year has arrived and everybody has donned the colour red to welcome it...
i guess you can say that this is a sea of REd...
or at least most of it is red...hehe...
but too bad we forget to tell everyone to pakat and wear red...
that's why got a few sesat people la...
but never mind la...red enough already la...
gong xi fa cai everyone ^^

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me feeling really emo again...
so if you're not up to it, stop reading here.
you have warned about my emo-ness...
i actually have nothing to emo about coming to think of it...
but that does not change the circumstances at all...
feeling blue and really cold despite the heat of new year...
everyone is in high moods whereas i'm just sitting in front of my comp, typing this and emo-ing..
haiz...
guess it's all doom and gloom for me for now....
hope the sun will come out soon and the eye of heaven will shine again.

to all my friends

this year is the year where we all become form 5's...
thinking bout it...
soon there'll be spm(tons of studying) then we'll all go our separate ways(too many teary goodbyes)...
it is kinda sad...
you must think...isn't it too early to think bout this kinda stuff?
well..you might be right...
but now i tend to appreciate my friends so much more(not that i don't always)...
really feeling how much i'll probably miss them when we part...
and those who i will still see, i'm grateful that they'll still be with me...
anyway,this way or that way,
just remember that i'm always ya friend and hope that you'll continue to be mine...
and let's all enjoy our senior year! ^^
and make it unforgettably our best memories.


now time to zzZZ...
night everyone =)

Angels & Demons

this image is a symbol of the existence of opposite in our world....
with black there must be white,
with evil there must be good(no matter how little),
with angels there must also be demons...

Is it just me or is this happening to you too?
My angels(and good things in life) seem to be doing a good job of eluding me,
However, my demons(and all things not so good in life) seem to bugging endlessly,
Bringing along a lot of things that I dun wanna think or take action regarding it...
Things that I thought that I have seem the last of it...
Or so I hope...

Now the invasion starts again,
Throwing my life into unruly chaos...
Totally out of balanced...
I'm now lost, looking for direction...

Hoping to find it soon...
And gaining back my sense of direction...maybe....