thinking bout stuff that i shouldn't conern myself about...

worrying about the things in the future,

that may or may not happen...


still not able to stop the thought process...
sometimes,
wish that there were a stop button to stop thinking bout these kinda stuff.

i know i wished for it...
but it was never supposed to happen in real life in all the wrong ways...

left with a mind that still wonders back to that.
even now.


only comfort, it'll either stop tmrw or get even worse.

还没好好地感受 雪花绽放的气候


我们一起颤抖 会更明白 什么是温柔

还没跟你牵着手 走过荒芜的沙丘

可能从此以后 学会珍惜 天长和地久

有时候 有时候

我会相信一切有尽头

相聚离开 都有时候

没有什么会永垂不朽

可是我 有时候

宁愿选择留恋不放手

等到风景都看透

也许你会陪我 看细水长流

还没为你把红豆 熬成缠绵的伤口

然后一起分享 会更明白 相思的哀愁

还没好好地感受 醒著亲吻的温柔

可能在我左右 你才追求 孤独的自由

有时候 有时候

我会相信一切有尽头

相聚离开 都有时候

没有什么会永垂不朽

可是我 有时候

宁愿选择留恋不放手

等到风景都看透

也许你会陪我 看细水长流

有时候 有时候

我会相信一切有尽头

相聚离开 都有时候

没有什么会永垂不朽

可是我 有时候

宁愿选择留恋不放手

等到风景都看透

也许你会陪我 看细水长流

I'm not lost anymore..
Well, at least for now.



Its a short sem this time meaning that the time to warm ip to do our assignments have been halved.
Nonetheless, life goes on and assignments must be done on time.

Anyways,
Like always,
procastination is the greatest assignment and exam killer of all time..

so far, the ppl in charge have not gotten any leads to catch hold of this menacing killer,
leaving it to roam free and continue to wreck havoc in the lives of those that fall victim.

The public is advised to look out for suspicious characters that roam about.
And to try to avoid them as far as possible.

^^v

Now n Forever

I've found my 'Why'

Its time to get started for real and do what I'm supposed to do.


Anyways,
a little update on life nowadays....
there'll be a BBQ later in uni...
decided to just go n have some fun...


Assignments are at a all time high (but not as high as Ausmat)
finishing them one by one.
think that they will be all on time. ^^

Conclusion: I think I'm heading where I'm supposed to go. Things will turn out Ok after all. =)

Broken

I'm feeling really lost at the moment,
I wanna find my way.
The path I'm supposed to take.


But we all know with certainty that there are no absolutes here.

There's just maybe, probably, and no idea.

Absolution is a summer dream

that would continue to haunt us


We know naught about the things
How it will start

Or how will it end

Not till the moment when it matters.

Will it be too late then?


Do people pay more attention to broken dolls?

Dolls that are broken have this certain quality
in them that compels you to look deeper into
Those sad glass eyes that reflects your own.
They tell a story,


One of sadness, gore and regret.
They tell a story,
One that we would not easily forget.

And they'll keep telling stories,
Until we listen no more...

New Start

Just started class...
AND
waking up really early in the morning
AND
sitting in the jam on the way to class...


Anyways,
new beginnings for all...
meeting new people
learning new things


We do this every year..
Yet, when yesteryear passes us by like a flash
We never ever get used to that...

Saying goodbye to things that you no longer can indulge and keep anymore this year...
Putting certain thing lower down the list as other more pressing matters have push them down...

With the new year comes change,
new choices and new dilemmas.
We'd survive one way or another
and then when the year ends,
we marvel that we got through all that...
only to start all over the next year..


The continuous cycle that would go on,
Until the day we cease to care whether or not things happen..
Otherwise it would be see you again nest year!

Updates...
Have been attending moral and malaysian studies class last week and this week...
So far its been boring
except for our field trip to Tunku Abdul Rahman's memorial...

That is supposedly the only fun we're gonna get from the whole thing
cause only that day did we not have to sit in a stuffy classroom
trying our best to keep our eyes open
or at least look like we're awake during class...

Surprisingly, the trip had quite a few interesting facts...
Especially those behind the scenes stuff
that we were enlightened by the tour guides there...

TAR's residence had rather good design and deco..
Despite the fact that the place is 120 years old...
Or maybe because they made such nice places to take pictures in..

Anyways..hope to pass these 2 boring but compulsory subjects...
I certainly do not want to go through all the classes again...

Thankfully, it ends this Friday!
Can'twait for it but at the same time dreading it since there'll be exams..
Who cares if it's MCQ...
will try to study and understand some cause someone told me that
you can pass without reading...


PS. if I fail, I'll hold you responsible for it...you know who you are...=p