DEcisionS

When we aren't given the chance to decide,
we complain and say
hey that's my future!
I should be the one making decisions!

But when we get the luxury of deciding things ourselves...
we then go on and say something like:
what do you think of this?
am i making the right choice?
what will happen if I decide to do this or that?

So many questions....
and yet
So little answers....


It's baffling but the decision we make today
shape our future tomorrow...

No matter what we decide
the future is in our own hands.

We can no longer blame another for making a rotten decision
For we are now the ones making it...

So the only one there is to blame is ourselves....


The freedom of making decision comes rather heavily...
For every outcome good and bad is your own doing and no one else!

It sometimes can be too heavy that our shoulders slump while trying to stand up straight....
But the decision is now yours
and only yours.

Make the right ones when you can
and forgive yourself when you don't.
So you can go on and make a right one the next time.

College

this is currently my second week of college
which also happens to be club and society week...

so there were booths around the place promoting different clubs...

and....


we entered.....






the Korean Club!

never thought I would but turned out to be rather fun...


However college life is more demanding than i thought...
because waking up at 6 to catch the bus at 7 is not what i'm really used to...

then reching college after 8...and to think that its not that far away....

going home isn't easy too...
finishing after 4 then reaching home close to 7...

but then all in all...

i suppose its still ok
other than the change of class timetable this morning that we weren't informed of....

that's all for now....
updates will be irregular.
due to uncertain timetable.

A New Start

Will start college tomorrow...

A new beginning of a new chapter in my life.

Hope that everthing will be ok.

Will update soon.Promise.^^

Those who change the world

Those who bring change are those who dared to be different

They stand tall with their beliefs 

Not caring what obstacles that they might face

They face it with pride and persistence

they fill their cause with passion, determination to overcome
even when the majority was not on their side.

SPM results out soon

Well I suppose that this isn't very new news...
Nevertheless this is it.

Whether its good grades or otherwise...
The time is here for us all to see,
how much all our time and effort was worth.

We have all waited/dreaded this moment where the ambiguous state of things were to become crystal clear...
It is no longer just not knowing or rather ignoring it like some..
Its gonna be like Judgment Day when everyone just gonna be jittery...
I guess that will include me as well.

Anyway,
what will be will be..
there's nothing to change what's gonna happen this thurs..

At lesat i get to see everyone once more in the same place...
cause this is probably the last time some of us will ever see each other if not forever then a long time...

So,
we can say that this is kinda of a closure/ending for our high school life...
and to finish that particular chapter of life is filling me with mixed feelings...
although i'm glad that it's just over,
but i can't help missing more than a few things of that chapter..

Anyways,
good luck everyone,
hope that you get what you hope that you'll get for SPM!
see you on Thursday.

Driving Lesson 3

Went for my 3rd lesson today...
that includes doing the QTI (pre-test)
so the whole thing sort of went like this....


8am...
wait for driving instucter to pick me up for the lesson...
status: half asleep..

8.15am..
got onto the car...
status: quarter asleep..


before 9300am....
in the car, dosing on an off..
cold.

9.50am
start to drive.
using lousy car this time with lame brakes that aren't cut out to do the job
took turns driving with the other girls.


11.00am
break

12.00pm
actual on the road driving at the max speed of only 50km/h...
which might seem slow but it does change a lot when i'm at the wheel...

12.30pm.
round one complete.waiting for round 2 in a not so ventilated waiting room with not enough chairs....

1.00pm
round 2 begins...
nothing different except the car...it was back to the lousy one that we used in the first place....sadly....

1.20pm...
round2 ends...waiting for others to complete their rounds...

1.45pm
finally we're leaving for home..
since this so happen to be the time the schools are over...
traffic jam...half the way...
dozing on and off agin..hungry..no lunch yet.

2.50pm....
finally home.