Its Christmas TODAY!

Yes..
It is Christmas today...
Merry Christmas to all who celebrating...


anyway...
there a wedding tmrw...
its my aunt's and i'm the bridesmaid due to my zodiac sign...

that also means...
i'll have to be there early than the normal guest...
>.<
my beauty sleep....

anyhow,
hope that tmrw will be a fun filled day.
so much for now...
will update soon.

The Air of Freedom is the Sweetest...

hah...
its finally over...
no more crazy studying...
no more late night cramming...

at least now my brain cells can go into hibernation mode...
so dun fault me if i by any chance answer your question wrongly
or just maybe what i said didn't make sense...

anyway..
gonna start my driving lessons soon...
in fact i'm taking the khusus this thursday and the undang this saturday...

hope that i'll pass it with ease.

so that's all for now.
hope that i have time to upload more stuff before i start work on the 21st.

updated

have just finished chemistry a few days ago...

now am going for chinese intensive tuition every day until the 13th...

anyway...
found a job today.
so looks like my post spm plans are more than confirmed.


but enough about me...

have you ever wondered whether its "unobservant" or "inobservant"?
well...
a few ppl have been arguing about this the past few days...

and a third party finally said:
"let's just use "not observant"...to be accurate..."

but although that seemed to be a preety good conclusion...
x and y are apparently unsatisfied about this...

let's hope they reach a conclusion soon...

for my ears seriously need a rest.

In the present...

in a few days,
the spm ordeal would be over for quite a lot of people that i noe..

in a few more days...
only would it be over for us who took chinese as an extra subject....

still...
currently concentrating on chemistry...
hope i won't flunk this paper...

anyway...
dats all for now...

will update after spm ends...

till then...

Farewell add maths woes...

cycling in the sunset

just the big blue sky...

and a nice cup of tea ^^v

not that this is that recent....but i guess i kinda like photography...
this is some that i took some time ago...

but still...just for the fun of it...

anyway...

today was the end of add maths...
that means i dun have to touch that any more...

cause (no offense to any enthusiast of this subject) , but it's...

i guess just too much moving my lazy brain for....

anyhow,

i'm just glad that its over and now i can breathe the air without much thought for that subject that i have never scored in before(maybe that's the main cause why i don't like it.)

looking back to this afternoon,
i was feeling gutted cause i dun think that i did well for this paper(esp. paper 2...)
but i guess that there's no reason whatsoever to worry bout this kinda things now....
since what's done is done and cannot be undone.

bio's the upcoming subject...
hope that i won't blow this as well...

SPM happenings

my gosh...

spm is finally here...
and now just cramming and deleting...
i mean..
cram those that haven start yet
and delete those that have already been history.

the 1st day was actually quite without event unless u count the moment before the 1st paper started and everyone practically in not-so-calm state...

but the 2nd day,
we got grounded after the last paper that day...
cause the teacher-in-charge was angry at those people making a hell lot of noise at the back...
had to stay for 15 minutes...
but i guess i was ok...
just a little beat after the history paper.

now,
must put full attention into studying my add maths...
must pass!!!

so much for now...
might update after add maths paper.

秋天的旋律

不知不觉。。。
一年又走了。。。
已到尽头了。。。

就像秋天一样。。。

像落叶一片一片地飘下来。。。

迎接寒冷的冬天。。。


虽然画面并不什么快乐。。。

但秋天也自有它的美。。。

spm just days away...

the countdown is really on now...
with less than 15 days...
the logical thing to do would be trying to cram as much as possible...

instead of that...
i'm here..
typing this...

not that it'll make a whole lot of difference since i cant seem to study anyway...

however...
will keep trying to study and stay away from the computer...
when my siblings are going at it full blast to tempt me to abandon my studies...

hope that my determination won't waver....

that's all for now..

predicted date for next new post...

prob after spm(if i keep my hands off the computer....)

just pics...

dreams

time and time again...

the days left before the notorious spm is getting lesser and lesser everyday...
although the heat isn't really on yet,
i can't help but think...

time really flies.

just not so long ago,
i was lazing around since the pmr have not ended..


but now,
it has..
and i'm still in the same state...


its just like my pmr time...

despite knowing that i should probably spend more time doing something more productive,

i can't seem to get myself to study much...

maybe i can blame that on short attention span(despite that its not really that true..hehe..)

anyway....

i'll try to study...
maybe i'll suceed in using my time wisely as many very wise people have advised mankind since they evolved to be more than just prehistoric creatures...


this is all for now...

signing off...

虽然我不懂你会做什么选择，
但。。。
希望你会了解。。。

"unofficially" off

Currently on unofficial holiday from school...
in other words...i think u noe what i mean.
anyway..
everything seems to become much of a bore after you have too much of it...

hopefully,i'll finally put my time at home to good use and study a little...
(which i guiltily did not do at all... )

the stress of spm is not exactly here yet..
but
i predict to feel its impact soon..

and with more than luck,
i hope that i'll survive it.
one way or another.

乱写一章

假期终于到了。。。
虽然只是一个星期。。。
但却还是很高心。。。

在莫地方看到了这句。。。

“ 我在最靠近的地方，找最遥远的你。
但这地方好陌生，水的倒影， 只有我自己。”

就这么多了。。。
该期再写了。

假期快乐 ^^

The Present Dat's NoW...

Current times are not easy times...
we might have have finished our trials..
but the JPS paper hit us in the face straight after that...


that means that the late night studies continue and all the stress too...

cause it wouldn't be one without it...haha...

however,
i am thankful that there x exam this Friday...
although its no holiday...
but the people that'll show up tomorrow from my class...
i can count on a single hand...

no that we're that much of kaki ponteng's(although we sometimes are..^^)
but the exam are really no easy stuff....

but i'll probably look back a few years from now thinking that all this is just a piece of cake...
since i NOW do think that PMR is simply kacang putih...that rite...
the picture below is literally kacang putih...


looking back...
i dun really remember wat the hoo ha was about the thing...
though we did be lazy and study only one day beforw the exam(no that any of this has really changed...hehe...)
but we actually made quite a big deal out of it...

well i guess that this is what it feels like to be looking back on the past...


that's all for now..

maybe i'll find time to write again sometime soon...

after all those exams...

but for now...

smilez .

BiO TuiTion fRog DisEctiOn

yes...
its true.
u x read wrongly...

we dissected a frog during bio(maybe more than 1...)

but god,
the thing would still move after we pin it to the board...

anyway...

the process started out when a student shock the frog with thinner in its container...
well, thats to make it brain dead and numb all its pain neurons..

we continues to cut it open by slicing off its skin...slowly..
so we don't cut any major ateries and cause the frog to die of extensive bleeding la...

then after observing the extensive blood vessals below the skin of the frog,
the surgeon(another student) did the same for the frog's skin and cut it all off...

bt now, we could see the internal organs of the frog..
despite the fact that it was dead by the time we did that,
its heart was still beating...
even out of its chest when all of us took turns holding it...
creepy right...

but there's actually a scientific explanation for this...
its because of the myogenic nature of the heart that causes the heart to continue to beat
according to the teacher, it would continue on so until the ATP in the heart is all used up...

wat is ATP?
well,
u'll just have to accept it as te cellular energy of (duh) a cell...

but the most gruesome part has yet to come...

cause the bloodiest part is when the guys...

cut the frog into pieces...

you would recognise it but as a frog that lost 2 limbs and all its internal organs plus most of its skin and flesh...

i guess that pretty much fits the description of it...

However...

the most gross performance was by a fellow classmate...
he ate the largest frog heart there raw with lime...
he even chewed before he swallowed...

anyway..
that was the climax of the class...
we clean up and disposed of the bodies after that...

sounds like a horrible crime doesn't it...

anyway...there are no pictures here...
cause i wouldn't wan anyone to lose their appetite and blame it on me...
but if u wanna c it,
let me know...
just don't regret it...

i don't think i'm game for cutting up another frog...

that's all for now..

signing off...

TRials Soon...TOO soon...

As everyone knows..
the spm trials are coming up next week...
but the worst thing bout is...

I haven't started any productive revisions...

what i read doesn't stick at all...
this is really bad...

although i tend to feel guilty,
i too lazy to change reality...

signing off...

trying to study...

As the PDM of 08/09

Haven't updated the blog in a while...
cause have been really busy with Flag Day...
but now,
i totally relieved...since that the event is finally over and someone else is gonna be the PDM...
back looking back,
i've learnt a lot this past term acting as the PDM...
be it pleasant or otherwise,
I'm glad that i did it and though there are a few things i hope to improve on,
I regret little and am truly grateful for the experience.

Certainly, i thank the people that have given me the change in the first place...
you all have gave me a learning experience that i most certainly won't forget..

The past year may have post many challenges but I'm glad I made it through one way or another.

so, to the one taking over,
I wish u the best of luck.

current events..

Just got some really shocking news today in schl..
the trials are gonna be on the 17th of August...
which is about one month from now...
which also means that play time is over and its really time to get serious...

Haiz..all of it seem to fly by without me noticing it much...

anyway..i'll try and do my best to strut my stuff and maybe ace at least 6 subjects..

i hope so...

now continue wallowing in misery....

finishing add maths...i hope la...

still struggling with the last part of my project...

that would mean that i should be doing that..
instead of doing this...but whatever la...

currently wondering what will happen if I pass my project in late...


think that the teacher will just give me a FAIL for my project lo...
sien la..
do so long ad..but still haven finish...


gotta go and put my head and heart to finishing before the sun rises tomorrow la...

signing off...

sushi.

June Summary...

Trying to make head and tail of my add maths project at the moment...
but not with much success...
that would probably be...
because i'm not paying any attention at all...
haiz...
the thing some more due on Fri..
lets hope that i'll finish it in time la... ^^
anyway...
here are a few pics that simply spell SS of the form 5 ppl...hehe..
well..that's us la...posing 4 the cam...hehe..

i guess that's all for now la...

need to get back to my add maths project la...

Kuan Yee's Fault...

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
the cheek lo..

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING ?
Life is absolutely wonderful...cause its the holidays...yay...

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH ?
That would be...

Would you consider yourself SPOILED ?
No way.

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD ?
Maybe...

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX ?
Ya..

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD ?
Maybe 1 or 2..no la just joking...

8. What does your last text message SAY?
Dun remember too many la...

9. What are you thinking about right NOW ?
How to finish planning Flag Day with all perfection...

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW ?
Not really..maybe next time...

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
12 am midnight...before i turn into a pumpkin...hehe

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Don't remember la...so long ago...

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW ?
Nope

14. Who was the last person who text YOU ?
Reb

15. What food you love the most?
I'll have to say...hot and spicy..they always taste the best...

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz .
1 Soon Huat
2 Kuan Yee
3 Sylvia
4 Yi Lian
5 Galus2
6 Adeline
7 Pui Mun
8 Amanda
9Sing Yee
10 HaMster

Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH ?
NOt anyone i noe..

17. Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE ?
Female la....

18. If no.7 and no.10 get TOGETHER ,would it be a good ?
They're made 4 each other...

19. What is no.1 studying?
That is not a word u can find in his dictionary...

20. When was the last time you chatted with THEM ?
Still chatting away...

21. IS no.4 SINGLE ?
Maybe...

22. Say something about no.2.
She' cute, she's lovable, she's Kuan Yee...

23. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being TOGETHER ?
I really can't say...

24. Describe no.9
She's tall..really tall...

25 . What will you do if no.5 and no.7 FIGHT ?
I'll help no.7 kick no.5's ass...

26 . Do you like no.8 ?
Why won't I?

27. What is no.1 favourite colour?
Pink?

28. No.9 changed his attitude 360 degree.
Wow...That's too mean...

29. What is no.6 currently doing now?
Breathing la...what else...

30. Do no.10 wear spectacles?
How did you know?

31. No.4 and no.5 decided to dump you so that they can go for a movie.
Then I'll go for a movie with no.7 and no.10

32. No.8 ask you to teach some maths question.
Sry...got a little prob with numbers la...

the sweet air of freedom...

finally this day has come...
had been waiting for this since the start of this exam...
but matters not anymore ..
cause now is start of the holidays...
where freedom looms ahead...
actually it's already here^^
ah...the sweet smell of freedom...
that would also mean...
no more trying to cram 500 pages of the subject into my head
then deleting it all the next day...
some more have to stay up till 2,3 o'clock only can sleep...
and best of all....
i'm temporarily free from doing add maths....
yay...
totally worth celebrating...

updating...

exam are coming really soon...
they're here in a blink of an eye...
that i could hardly catch my breath...
looks like this would be a disaster compared to the exam in march...
adding to my problems...
the cold bug is jumping all over...
and i was very unlucky to have caught it at this inconvenient time...
but looking on the bright side...
at least my comp recovered from its virus attack
and everything is up and running...
it was terrible without it...
absolutely love the computer...
well that's all...
i better start doing what i have to do...
study...
pray that i'll come out alive...
so long.

a little song--jason mraz-i'm yours

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music at the moment people dance and sing with me
Were just 1 big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved

open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

yesterday, today, tommorrow

life's short.
that's a fact.
so,
we have to appreciate each moment...
every hour, every minute and every second of it...
and enjoy it to the fullest.
leave no dreams unreached.
leave no adventures undone.
n...
live with total enjoyment of the present moment.
u might regret somethings...
but life is filled with this kinda things...
so,
all we can do is just learn to live with it.
Life is so much more than just looking over your shoulder and regretting the past...
It's also enjoying the present and anticipating the future.

for now (in my really optimistic mode),
i really am looking forward to tomorrow.

Thought 4 The Day

the holidays have come and past all in a blink of on eye...
thinking bout it..
it wasn't much of a holiday...
cause too many camps ad la...
2 camps in 1 week...
that's really a lot...
but i have done crazier thing b4...
like...
i went 4 vacation with my family for 3 days then...
after that...
the next day it was camp immediately...
thank god i din have to wear the same type of clothes(one was vacation the other sports wear)
otherwise how would i cope?
anyway i wonder why i did that too...
looking back to that incident quite some time ago....
however...
although i think that's a little crazy...
but i don't really regret that..
the only bad thing bout that crazy adventure of mine was...
i was truly exhausted...
i slept once my head hit the pillow that evening...
come to think of it,
i dun think i bothered to wake up 4 dinner at all...
anyways...
despite it was really quite different from the stuff i would do normally...
its good to do crazy and different stuff once in a while.
BUT only once in while. ^^


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putting all that aside,
school starts tomorrow...
which means waking up at 7(it actually better than camp cause u'll have to wake up at 6 if you're a camper...5.30 if you're a committee...)
i guess we can say that...
now that school has started we actually get to sleep later...
well i guess that's the irony of things....
looking 4ward to not failing add maths (keeping my fingers cross) tmrw...
then i guess everything thing else will go the way it wants to,
whether i want it that way or not.



that's all 4 today.


will write soon (maybe...maybe not...)

Mix & Mingle

wondering what's that?
well that's the long awaited st john camp that just ended on monday...
but anyway it was fun and certainly different...
especially when u look at it from a committee's point of view...
on the 1st day...
we could hardly wait 4 things to end cause the thing was kinda chaotic and we're all quite tired...
but...
on the last day..
we wondered why things went by so fast...
however,
for better or for worst...
the thing had ended rather well(i personally think so)
if u wan some pictures then have to go to the sjam smk usj 13 blog la...
cause i too lazy to load ad...
hehe...
thats all for today la...
btw,
tmrw me going camp again...
but this time...
as a participant ^^

"Fun" KTM Trip~~~~~

today went to serdang on ktm...


our syok sendiri pic...at the station....
where we bought tickets for kl central...
then at kl only did we buy the ticket to serdang...
which is kinda silly since we could buy straight away to serdang...
so on the way back get smart ad la...
so buy straight to subang wan...
then no need queue 2 times lo...
however..
it was kinda terrible trip back as...
the train was packed like sardines like that...
had to squeeze a little..
and maintain our balance a lot..
since the handrail were unavailable...
at first thought that the people will get down after a few stops...
and so we waited...
in the end...
guess where most of them got off？
that's right...
the same station we got off...
all of us left the train asap...
din wanna get caught in the crowd again de...
not taking KTM on sunday again la...
too crowed especially at the mid valley and kl central there...
so many ppl...
which make me think of a stupid idiot that kept pushing behind at kl central...
hope he falls on his face any time soon....

till next time la...

really??

today meeting in schl until 3pm...
although there wasn't much that we talked about...
then go for training until 4pm...
I so very kesian la...
have to become sing yee and pui mun's dummy for the bed making part...
don't get wrong ideas..its for the competitions..
but that is an experience that i dun wanna go through again..
coz both of them very ganas la....
thank god i set alarm for 4 already...
if not then have to continue play the dummy...
ran out as fast as i could...
when i got home then i thought i got tuition at kasturi at 4.50pm..
after went home then fast fast makan and bathe already lo...
and get ready for tuition lo...
but that was last year...
this year is actually 6.10 la...
but din remember that until mum ask why i so fast wanna go tuition...
then i struck me...
the timetable change already la...
haiz...
too much training la...
damn tired when go tuition lo...
at least now can rest ad...
falling asleep as i write this...

night night people...

waking up to reality...i guess...

i'm back....
currently bored...
that seems to be the thing with everyone these days...
despite the fact that there is actually quite a lot to do...
and bad news..
the school exams will be clashing with the competition...
that in other words...
you'll see my exam paper all decorated in RED!!
but dun really have much choice la...
but i'll try my best to pass all la...
despite the fact that last minute studying stopped working since form 4....
well
that means that I'm totally doomed for this exam...
even if I were to pass especially add maths and physics...
that would require a gigantic
humongous
impossible
amount of luck...
which have always eluded me since as long as i can remember...
still..
won't stop hoping that i'll pass
somehow...
maybe...
anyway...
really in need of luck....
staying optimistic for the moment...
until pessimism takes over..
or am i supposed to say..
waking up to reality...
ok..
i know that everyone reading until here can feel the lameness oozing out of the blog...
never mind la...
if you know me
then
you'll know I can be quite lame sometimes
if not
for most of the times...hehe...
till next time...
which i dunno when....

Chinese New Year

the new year has arrived and everybody has donned the colour red to welcome it...
i guess you can say that this is a sea of REd...
or at least most of it is red...hehe...
but too bad we forget to tell everyone to pakat and wear red...
that's why got a few sesat people la...
but never mind la...red enough already la...
gong xi fa cai everyone ^^

..............................................................................................................

me feeling really emo again...
so if you're not up to it, stop reading here.
you have warned about my emo-ness...
i actually have nothing to emo about coming to think of it...
but that does not change the circumstances at all...
feeling blue and really cold despite the heat of new year...
everyone is in high moods whereas i'm just sitting in front of my comp, typing this and emo-ing..
haiz...
guess it's all doom and gloom for me for now....
hope the sun will come out soon and the eye of heaven will shine again.

to all my friends

this year is the year where we all become form 5's...
thinking bout it...
soon there'll be spm(tons of studying) then we'll all go our separate ways(too many teary goodbyes)...
it is kinda sad...
you must think...isn't it too early to think bout this kinda stuff?
well..you might be right...
but now i tend to appreciate my friends so much more(not that i don't always)...
really feeling how much i'll probably miss them when we part...
and those who i will still see, i'm grateful that they'll still be with me...
anyway,this way or that way,
just remember that i'm always ya friend and hope that you'll continue to be mine...
and let's all enjoy our senior year! ^^
and make it unforgettably our best memories.


now time to zzZZ...
night everyone =)

Angels & Demons

this image is a symbol of the existence of opposite in our world....
with black there must be white,
with evil there must be good(no matter how little),
with angels there must also be demons...

Is it just me or is this happening to you too?
My angels(and good things in life) seem to be doing a good job of eluding me,
However, my demons(and all things not so good in life) seem to bugging endlessly,
Bringing along a lot of things that I dun wanna think or take action regarding it...
Things that I thought that I have seem the last of it...
Or so I hope...

Now the invasion starts again,
Throwing my life into unruly chaos...
Totally out of balanced...
I'm now lost, looking for direction...

Hoping to find it soon...
And gaining back my sense of direction...maybe....

Form 5...The Perfect Life...So NOT>

ah...so it's now Form 5 life going on..
have been a rather hectic week, with teachers going full speed ahead not barely 5 seconds after they intro themselves...
wow...
the homework that comes with Form 5 is actually very similar to Standard 6's workload...
they just keep coming and coming..
wondering if I'll survive the month before i go brain dead...
just imagine the headlines:
" Girl become Brain DEAD because Homework Overload"
it'll probably be the lamest topic everyone has ever read..
written by the lamest journalist...me
hehe..
signing off...
till next time..
do wish me luck with my mountain of homework that's expected to grow at least 10 times more...