Becareful of what you wish for

because it might just come true
but you might not like what you have wished...


so there's the dreadful feeling that heart sinks to the bottom
(of where i dunno, but so the expression goes)
 and it is what you wished for.

except that it isn't what you expected..
meaning that what you think and what happens in real life can have different consequences
its like the case of sailing a boat.

Naively thinking that the wind will blow the sails in the right direction
what happens insteads is...
the boat's there,
the wind blows,
but not in the direction you want.
it's sorta what you wished for.
but then again its not.

so, becareful.
you might just regret it when it comes true.

Pictures and Memories

Been looking through pictures lately..

to see how the past has been
what choices we had made
and what we choose to do with it

to be happy or otherwise.


at the same time,
we find so much to be thankful about by looking at those pictures.
we see people that'll always be there for us no matter what happens.
we see those that have been great company
we see those that we don't remember any much more
we see those that have changed our lives for better and for worse.

most importantly,

all those have made us who we are today.