thinking bout stuff that i shouldn't conern myself about...

worrying about the things in the future,

that may or may not happen...


still not able to stop the thought process...
sometimes,
wish that there were a stop button to stop thinking bout these kinda stuff.

i know i wished for it...
but it was never supposed to happen in real life in all the wrong ways...

left with a mind that still wonders back to that.
even now.


only comfort, it'll either stop tmrw or get even worse.