A Piece on Contentment

Contentment
A state where you're satisfied with how things are
where you can breathe and not regret
where you can go about with a feeling of peace
where you actually are calm enough to feel

For me, these moments come fleeting.
We have a hi-bye relationship.
We don't really know each other well.
Just acquaintance but not friends.

I wish that we were the best of friends
because things are frazzled
and contentment is the furthest thing right now

contentment.
will we ever be better acquainted?

In the midst of mountaining assignments,

I always begin to question,

WHY?!
why so much work?

why so much to do?

It's like a cycle, really.

You start a semester, 

happy cause you get to see your friends,

then the real stuff starts 

and you see them less

because everyone is just so busy

getting all sorts of things done.

Then suddenly, life becomes a darker place

with more assignments 

as your constant companion.

It's almost annoying that it is

perhaps the most consistent thing

in every semester.

the bulk load of assignment!!!

Yes. This is a rant.

Now, back to the mountain.

The Plan

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“Failing to plan is planning to fail”
― Alan Lakein

Planning.  Preparing for the future.

Somewhere along the way, we’ve all done this or something that resembles this.  And, if you’ve done it then there’s a good chance that there were once or twice that things just didn’t go as planned, whether it’s your dinner plan, your study plan or your life plan.

All hope is not lost. According to Daniel Kahneman and Amos Tversky (1979), we are not as great at planning as we like to believe. Ever heard of the planning fallacy? That’s when we underestimate the amount of time and effort needed to accomplish a certain task even though we might have similar experience of doing such tasks in the past. So now, we can all not feel that bad when the plan didn’t work.

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Yet,  people come up with that funny thing called Plan B. Plan A should have been a dead giveaway that plans are a not the most reliable things in the world. So, to counter that, we shall come up with another plan. Amazing how human logic works. No?

Nonetheless, we’ve been taught to plan and plan ahead. It’s almost frown upon when you don’t have a plan. Most common questions involve: “So, what do you plan to do after you graduate?” If your answer consisted of any variation of something like “ I don’t know, I haven’t got a plan yet,” , then they usually look at you with sad eyes, pitying you for your lack of planning and feeling sorry for future you.

So, what if one doesn’t have a plan? Can’t we all just live in the present for once without trying to be clairvoyant and predict what the future might bring? Can’t we just be contented with now?

In our quest for that perfect job, that perfect life and perhaps that perfect relationship, we are planning, planning to succeed every step of the way, maybe even factoring in a few setbacks to be realistic. However, we often forget that we are living in the present and that’s all we will have. Tomorrow is an illusion that will never come. You’ll never have tomorrow, you only have today. And if today is not worth having then what is?

Some quotes on why sometimes, not having a plan might be better.

“Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.”
― Allen Saunders

“To hear never-heard sounds,
To see never-seen colors and shapes,
To try to understand the imperceptible
Power pervading the world;
To fly and find pure ethereal substances
That are not of matter
But of that invisible soul pervading reality.
To hear another soul and to whisper to another soul;
To be a lantern in the darkness
Or an umbrella in a stormy day;
To feel much more than know.
To be the eyes of an eagle, slope of a mountain;
To be a wave understanding the influence of the moon;
To be a tree and read the memory of the leaves;
To be an insignificant pedestrian on the streets
Of crazy cities watching, watching, and watching.
To be a smile on the face of a woman
And shine in her memory
As a moment saved without planning.”
― Dejan Stojanovic

“The life of every man is a diary in which he means to write one story, and writes another; and his humblest hour is when he compares the volume as it is with what he vowed to make it.”
― J.M. Barrie, The Little Minister

“Plans are invitation to disappointment.”
― Derek Landy, Mortal Coil

“Book your life choices in advance the same way you would book flights, car rentals, hotels, and excursions. Figure out early on in your career whether you intend to be financially independent or marry a rich man, join the ranks of the professional elite or be the stay-at- home type, postpone having children or find part-time employment. Then fasten your seat belt and sit tight as you watch your trajectory veer off course.”
― Veronique Vienne, The Art of Being a Woman: A Simple Guide to Everyday Love and Laughter

Life without a plan, or rather less planned, can be scary but it can also mean much more freedom. There is no foolproof step by step guide that will assure you total success. So, instead of planning every step of way, do something unexpected, do something new and hear that music in your soul as it lives with anticipation and vigor. Celebrate spontaneity. And that unplanned moment may be the best one ever. So, loosen up with the plans and go with the flow.  Carpe Diem.

Disclaimer: Author is not responsible for any unplanned outcomes from not planning.

Best

The argument that if things were not as hectic,
if conditions were somehow better,
then one's performance or results would have been at their best.

However, there will be given circumstances,
although we sometimes are the reason for those state of affairs,
and we will be required to work and perform under them

No matter how disadvantaged,
how lacking,
how crappy,
Those are the conditions you are given,
One's best is when they make the best out of them
Not when they are given optimum surroundings to perform.

In fact, when the conditions are optimum,
there is no reason to fail,
no reason to be that close and not get it.'

So, doing your best is best.
The outcome matters but
your effort in it,
Just as much.